Here i go again...

I loved it when you loved my heart

and now...i love it when you break it hard..

never ever thought...a broken heart...will create a broken mind...

for..if it was not true...will i be sitting here thinking of you...

a fool again....here i go again....

I don't really care, because my memory is broken...

but i care...because they still retain.....

those three golden words you uttered a million times...

my heart can always forgive...but my mind resists to forget..

i know i will hear no such words from you here after...

yet i hold my memories...

a fool again...here i go again....

you said "we will be friends"...

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i would say...its for the hopeless optimists...who juggle between friendship and love..

i wandered in rain...i wandered in my brain...

to catch that last bright day i had with you...

deep in my memory it lies, yet...it shines like a distant star....

my mind knows a trip to a star is never possible...

that too, a second trip...oh god..its just impossible..

for its been long since my heart stopped listening to my mind...

this crazy heart....still searching for your warmth...

here i go again...a fool again....

i shed tears...not for this bitter thing between us...

but for the MANY WAYS I WAS A FOOL TO YOU..!!